As I received the citizenship approval, I have been working on the process step by step , long and tedious process. But it worth the effort. I have also at the same time start my new job scope since June.
Teachings from Buddha helped me to let go of unfair / sickening / unpleasant things and ppl in life, there are reasons why they are there and why I am the one victimised. Life is just like a tide, it comes and goes, sink or swim as you go. When you are down, let go as it is true that Buddha said abt impermanence, so bad things will go away. When you are in good shape, let go as well , as good things will go too.
You were not here 100 yrs ago, and you will not be here any more 100 yrs later, so why think so highly of yourself and want the world to bow to you. Sometimes the existence of certain ppl has less importance than a tree.
Think about nothing , not about your personal feelings, but just deal with things in life , without second thoughts. Ultimately, we are just a speckle of dust in the universe, why take yourself so seriously.
Darby
