Anya Marina | High on the ceiling _ The Good Wife

Heard this cool soundtrack from The Good Wife.. She is so talented, and we don't know her.
The pie is taken by some other not so talented singers.

打坐日记 （5）

最近去参加了禅二 ， 可以感觉比以前好多了。 禅二之前，右边的脉也开始通了。
禅二当中，已经感觉不会有太强烈的能量或气的流动，或者是说通畅多。 
以前会觉得跳动气流就像阻塞的小水管，现在好像大河宽敞多了，它在那儿缓慢流动。
心念都放在胸口和师父给的话头，不管气动。身体的事都不管。


好多陌生人也开始和我交谈，心态变化，不再当幼稚的愤怒青年。
满足也无求，无需和别人争个你死我活。到最后，谁不是白骨一堆。
来世间作场戏，还当真以为自己是主角少了不行。没有你，地球照样转。
何必苦苦虐待别人和自己， 作戏罢了。


Darby

Happy Birthday Piggy

Let me count. He is  43 y/o today , my baby pig.
Porky had tough weeks as Porky mum was hospitalised for twice, due to mild heart attack.
He has been spending weeks at hospital taking care of her after surgery, as she cannot walk as fast due to an old fracture in her spine. It is heart breaking to see him cry at hospital bcs of Porky mum condition, but with blessings she pull it through and is recovering.
I always grateful that she always feed me like a mother does to her son, lucky me, and  I love her as I love my mum. Hope she will stay healthy after this incident and enjoy life with us for the years to come.


Darby

Things will be fine.

As I received the citizenship approval, I have been working on the process step by step , long and tedious process. But it worth the effort. I have also at the same time start my new job scope since June.


Teachings from Buddha helped me to let go of unfair / sickening / unpleasant things and ppl in life, there are reasons why they are there and why I am the one victimised. Life is just like a tide, it comes and goes, sink or swim as you go. When you are down, let go as it is true that Buddha said abt impermanence, so bad things will go away. When you are in good shape, let go as well , as good things will go too.


You were not here 100 yrs ago, and you will not be here any more 100 yrs later, so why think so highly of yourself and want the world to bow to you. Sometimes the existence of certain ppl has less importance than a tree.


Think about nothing , not about your personal feelings, but just deal with things in life , without second thoughts. Ultimately, we are just a speckle of dust in the universe, why take yourself so seriously.


Darby

Hotel Grand Budapest

As I was not feeling well for the whole week , piggy asked me to eat at porky mum,and stayed over night. He made sure I am well taken care of as I have fainted at work.
We then headed to a movie this noon , Hotel Grand Budapest , a hilarious and cool movie. Excellent performance from Ralph Fienes and the actors / director. Piggy was very happy that I chose this movie.
We headed home and until he started to indulge in games and tv at the same time tht made me  lost my temper. We had a tiff and ended in peace. There is this childlike part of piggy that makes him funny and annoying at the same time.
At the same night I checked our mailbox and i finally received the long waited approval letter from ICA. I cried as it gave me the freedom and I can take care of piggy for as long as my fate allowed. I dun have to worry abt being separated from him anymore.

Darby

焦虑

因为被新主管无理压迫和不合理分配而剧增的工作， 我开始焦虑。 很久没有焦虑了， 上一次发作是在刚离开上海回新找工作。 后来父亲过世，让我陷入忧郁。
我不知道自己能承受多少，但我知道最近几个月已经累积一定的负面情绪。 是时候去禅修，调心调身， 不然我会爆炸。
现在对工作就是做一天是一天，按我步伐走，不理会新主管的吩咐，因为永远无法完成每天的工作量。她既然不肯帮忙，我也不需要她， 反正我对得起公司和良心。

Darby

So Cold ( The Good Wife soundtrack )

From" The Good Wife " soundtrack, by Ben Cocks Ft Nikisha.

新郎头

今天和达比猫去美世界理头发。发廊的阿姨大费周章帮我剪了一个＂新郎头＂。俐落又有型。

阿姨顺便问达比猫什么时候也当新郎。猫儿说我什么时候当新郎它就什么时候当新郎。

好妙的回答。不知道达比猫是在跟肥兜求婚吗？

嘻嘻😜

兜

下雨了

经过两个月， 终于下雨了。

我希望老天保佑我部门里因为公司变动而受影响的同事。
自问工作认真，没有对不起公司，不应该因为有人想升官发财而受到这种对待，把好几人的工作往我身上扔，以证明他们能成功节约开支。 不是每个人都利益熏心，踩着别人尸体往上爬，希望老天让恶人自有恶报。

达比

变

在除夕前夕，直属上司说他已经辞职，顿时让我的年过得很 郁闷。 虽然他有我不能认同的放羊管理方式， 对下属放纵懒散和无视人力资源浪费 （ 导致他一离职部门被就大整顿）， 他还是 一个执行经理工作的上司。
他离开后，我们都陆续开始找出路，由别部门接手我们的新上司对我们工作不熟悉，也不愿承担经理工作。加上部门整顿，工作重新划分增加及一个老同事离职，我的工作将会增加。 我可以预见，未来只有更忙碌。我也开始另找出路。 因为现在的管理层，不闻不问，任由我们自己承担经理工作和主导内部运作，让人哭笑不得。
该走的会走，该留的走不了。

达比

【十二夜】

我孤独的童年里有一只叫kopi的虎斑毛色的大狗冷静稳重的陪伴，让我不会陷入更深的孤独。有时想起它车祸死的结局，我还是难过。

十岁不到的我，已经知道狗和人类的感情有时候会远远超过人类之间感情。人总是反复，自我利益大过一切，父母子女或关系冰冷或反目成仇， 更不要说其他无血缘关系。不要有期望，不会失望。

看到十二夜的介绍，看到九把刀和隋棠是监制，幸亏九把刀没有也不能写剧本。我对他粗糙的发春电影“那些年。。”感到很无语，他既然将功补过监制了十二夜，就客观来看这部纪录片吧。

影片里最后一段是一只叫达摩的狗，绝望的攀上铁笼，伸出爪子哀叫，像是个被无辜囚禁的死囚。如果你不能很好的照顾宠物，请积点阴德吧，不要去宠物店买来养几天就抛弃。流浪狗从捕捉到人道毁灭，只要十二天。

 

Darby

开张大吉

开张大吉，这是 2014年第一个上载的博客。

昨天煮腊肠菜豆糙米饭，老黄瓜萝卜排骨汤，苦瓜炒蛋，和小猪在家平静的（我静静的，小肥猪吵的要命。）过 了一个 周末。晚上肥猪还没入睡前，我趁机教他佛理，以免他不懂装懂，到处误人子弟。聊着聊着，我们都昏昏入睡。

今天早上他赖床，害我们差点错过跑步和公园里的八段锦晨练。 吃完早餐后，我们又看报纸和游泳。午餐后，我们一起看了附近刚刚推出的六十年地契退休村公寓，对于它的空间觉得好小。幸好我们几年前买下现在这个窝， 价格比较合理，房子也宽敞。附近有政府组屋的便利，靠近公园所以风景空气也好。我不喜欢太吵杂的环境，所以宁愿牺牲交通的便利，所幸新加坡公共交通即使不是靠近地铁站都很方便。

对于现在这个家和家庭生活都很满意。感恩感恩。

肥猫