Tired

My health has not been good since i returned from China, nostril infection, backache, eczema, shoulder ache, they come and go at their own will.

I wanted a trip but i dun want to end up more tired than before.I guess the best rest i can have is resting at home, hibernating.

I must admit i am older, indeed. I just do not have the same excitement that i had when i was younger for many things in life anymore. Eg a trip to oversea now will make me feel awful just thinking about the planning part itself. i will feel excited when i was in my 20s, thinking and planning about my next trip, even if it was just Bangkok. Now i do not.

I do not know what is gonna happen, there are 30 years ahead if i am lucky. May be i should just spend as much as i can so that i can go happily one day back to heaven ( if they allow me. ). Tired.

Darby